Toni's First Accident

Toni had her first accident tonight. Well not first, but first major accident. Major to me anyway. Luckily she's alright but it did not sit well with me much longer than it did her. And I feel I'm to blame on some level. She was sitting on the bed, in the middle playing with her toy while i changed out of my work clothes into my pjs... all of which i do in front of her so I'm near. I should have known better. I looked away for a split second and she had rolled herself off the bed and I did not get there in time to catch her. My poor baby. I'm still beating myself up for that. Fortunately she is ok... and our bed is fairly low. She didn't hit any edges and didn't fall on her head. She cried and cried and cried though. Breaks my heart. But after she cried, we applied pressure and things all over her body and she was fine. She even went back to her happy self like nothing had happen. So that was good! But until now it still weighs on my mind when I'm sure she has forgotton it by now.