suffering

the blogging i mean! haha... of course this all a huge adjustment for junior and i but my poor blog is getting really left behind! the last two blogs i never even finished and when i went to finish them, i couldn't remember what i was going to blog about.

so, ok. i've decided my blogs may get really short but i will have to publish each one when i walk away from the computer.

my lil pooper is changing before my very eyes. she's getting stronger and stronger. she can seriously hold her head up by herself and for quite a while too. she graduated to size one diaperas from the newborns... yay! i think her growth spurt may be on the downhill for now b/c she doesn't feel the need to feed every hour on the hour and act like she's starving. supposedly the growth spurt will hit again at 6 weeks WHICH isn't too far off! she made 4 weeks today! now i'm not so sure how it works. during pregnancy each week was counted by the days. for instance. every wed was another week. after birth if that is still the case, then she made 4 weeks yesterday. OR since she was born on the 12th, maybe she makes weeks this thursday? let's just say 4 weeks on mon and month on thurs. hahaha!

i can't believe it, though! one month already! it's going by so fast! she's starting to get a little more vocal now too. not in talking, of course, but in her cries. there's more beef to it if you know what i mean. and she can get real upset in a split second! it's crazy! but although she has her5 moments, for the most part it's not too hard to calm her down. it's just. when she has something to say, she will let you know asap.

i'm still adjusting. i suck at cutting her nails! getting better at breastfeeding although i have yet to perfect it. i'm no longer on any meds! every now and again i feel a bit sore down there, but nothing intolerable. although i feel like a slob every day! i never change out ot of my pjs unless we have an appt and never get out. so every sat we have been going to a relatives house so people can see Toni and i can get out.

ok. it's nap time. toni has finally fallen asleep in my left arm while i am typing one handed with my right. i have to take this nap too or i will regret it when she awakes during the early hours of the morning!