

OK, but I won't be baking any cookies b/c my doctor forbids it. Yep. Yesterday's appointment went just like I thought it would. She freaked out. The jump in my weight looked off the charts on her scale. sigh. So now I am on a strict diet. It sucks. She told me to cut out all sugar which isn't really too hard for me. I don't have much of a sweet tooth anyway. What kills me is that I can't snack on fruit like I did b/c of the sugar in that. She said I could have one apple. how sucky is that? But I also have to cut out most carbs... like rice. ugh. how sucky. but ok, it's not too bad. I think it's a little extreme but she's afraid my baby wil be too big. So for that, I'm going along with what she says. I tried telling her that a day before the appointment I was doing ok and was just two pounds gained since the last appointment which is normal. But that that last day before the appointment I jumped up two pounds. Kind of freaked me out too, but I thought that's kind of a lot in one day. Maybe water retention? I don't know. Well she didn't believe me. She said she thinks I have a poor diet. And I admit I can do better, but I seriously didn't think that the two pounds in one day was real weight. Plus, her scale is whack. This morning I weighed myself and those two pounds were gone. I knew it! She has me at 40 lbs gained but based on my calculations and scale I'm at 36. WHICH, is still more than I want so I'm following her strict diet. But at least for my peace of mind, I am not as bad as she makes it seems. That and I don't want to try squeezing out a 10 lb baby either.
So that was a sucky start to my day. But it got better because I accomplished some things that I probably wouldn't have been able to had I not taken the day off. I finally took some of those things to Goodwill AND made myself an appointment with a consignment store for some other things I want to try and sell. So that's cool. Plus halfway packed my bag for the hospital. How crazy is that? I still can't believe I'm this close already. Part of me wants her to come early so I can get it over with, maybe eat some carbs, she may not be big afterall AND I'll have more time before I have to fit into that bridesmaid dress for the wedding! On the other hand, if she comes later then I can somewhat postpone the ineveitable that I'm not so sure I 'm ready for, have more time to get things done and there is a better chance she'd share my dad's birthday. Guess we'll just have to wait and see.
OK, but enough of that.
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