is this damn cold weather! Well maybe not so much the cold weather, but the REALLY dry air! It makes my nose so dry it burns! and it burns so bad that I have this major headache. ugh. who'd have thought I'd ever wish for a little humidity?!
but enough of that b/c just thinking about it makes my head hurt more.
So I'm still getting a good amount of "it's a girl" but those who thought it was a boy still think that too. So we shall see. Those that believe it's a girl say I have my features back... which I think is a compliment. I think that means I'm not looking rough anymore. hahaha! but that may just be because I use moisturizer. haha! I don't know. But then there are people who are SURE it's a boy. My brother says that there's no way b/c all first borns in our family are boys. While that IS true, my mom's first was a girl. Yes she didn't make it, but she was the first.
Speaking of girls, I'm afraid that if I have one she'll be a capital B if you know what I mean. However, strong willed and not a push over. Now you wonder why I think that? Well both my neices are that way. And the more I analyze it, people say when my first neice was born and a baby, people say she is a lot like my mom was. Now if you've ever met or known my mom she was the SWEETEST most caring person you'd ever meet. HOWEVER, her siblings say that when she was younger she wasn't that way. In fact she was quite stubborn and strong willed... a bit like my neices. SO then that made me think about myself. How was I? And you know what, I haven't asked (mostly b/c I'm scared to hear the answer) but I think I am the same way! I think that as I've gotten older I'm a much nicer person (haha!) but younger I was pretty strong willed and stubborn myself. Not to say I was never nice and not to say my neices are never nice b/c they can be EXTREMELY sweet when they want to be. But still have that "I don't play" attitude. ATTITUDE. key word. haha! eeek!
So they say what goes around comes around. I will have to deal with myself, so to speak. How funny b/c Junior as a youngin' always got into a lot of trouble. I mean BIG trouble! I never did. I did everything by the book... maybe with attitude... but still by the book. haaha! I told him when our kids misbehave like he did, it will be all him. He needs to handle it. But NOW I'm thinking, dammit I will have to deal with attitude then! great. I guess that goes under the topic of 'The root of all my pain' too. great. haha! sure I laugh now but will I later?
On the bright side, both my neices again are very strong willed girls. They can be intimidating to other kids but still fun at the same time. basically they have a "don't F with me" attitude and I like that. They will push for what they want which can be a pain now, but later life be a good thing. I guess things balance out with age.
Ugh... my nose REALLY hurts. I'm suprised I haven't had a bloody nose yet... knock on wood.
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i used to believe in the idea that the birth order and gender in families were the same, but then my cousin suzette had her third, and it was a boy instead of a girl, like everyone assumed, just based on what her brother and sister had first, second, and third. but you never know, i mean it is 50/50, right? but then again, i don't think researchers have fully understood family dynamics and history in determining gender. whatever you have, i'm sure he/she will be a wonderful and beautiful baby. although i've never met your husband, i remember you as being a really nice person in middle school and high school.
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