Anxious again...

So this Wednesday I hit the 14th week and my offical first week of my second trimester. Man does time fly by fast. I think I need to get to steppin' on getting ready for Bagel to come. Or as Junior would call it, Bagel delivery. hehe... it's cute!

Well if you weren't already aware, I'm so anxious for this appointment because I think, well I HOPE I get to find the sex out. But the more I think of it, my appointment after this one would be a more ideal time to try and determine the sex because by then I'll be 18 weeks already. So I've heard and read that some people are able to find the sex out as early as 12-13 weeks but that most know around 18-20 weeks. But I'm thinking if Bagel is a boy, then it should be pretty easy to figure out b/c there will be an appendage (sp?) there. Oh man, if she doesn't do an ultrasound, I think I will be totally crushed. sigh... but then again, atleast at 18 weeks it will be right before Christmas and it'll be like a Christmas gift. But who says we can't have Thanksgiving gifts?

Well this week is going to be pretty cool. Off Wednesday and Thursday and half day Friday. woo hoo! I love days where I can sit and do nothing! oh man! Sunday... I don't know what my deal was! I mean I GUESS it was the pregnancy but I was SO freakin' tired! I must have taken like three 2-3 hour naps the whole day. AND I still went to bed around 10:30p. Well I take that back. I went to bed at 10:30p but I was watching tv. So maybe I actually fell asleep around 11:00p-ish. I thought the tired periods would be over at this point but I don't know... maybe it was a 'one last time' before the second trimester? shoot! I don't know! I mean I was so tired that just loading the dishes into the washer... I had to sit! hahah! what a wimp I am! I tell Junior all the time that I am such a wimp. We can go out somewhere and I see these woman with their bellys out to there with kids just walking around doing whatever they need and here I am, not even showing, complaining I'm tired or I can't eat anything. hahaha! I'm such a wimp! Junior always tries to justify my actions by saying that it's because I'm in my first trimester and that it's the most tiring and adjusting period. And then I try to justify it by saying that for a while there I got so used to being so healthy and feeling so good every single day that these changes just turn me upside down. But really, I think I'm just a wimp! haha! I need to step it up and be a man... so to speak.